December 19 – Healing
What healed you this year? Was it sudden, or a drip-by-drip evolution? How would you like to be healed in 2011?
(Author: Leoni Allan)
I’m not going to lie. I’m not healed. I thought, for a short time, that in one respect, in one area of my life, I was but that was but a mirage. And there I was (here I am) back at square one and I’ve lost count how many times I’ve been here now.
Sometimes I feel like I’m doing too much thinking and feeling and I don’t want to anymore. I want it to stop. I want to cover my ears and block out the world-close myself off to having to deal with it all. I know that’s not mature. I know it is just me trying to escape.
The healing is yet to come. I know that. And the truth of that is what keeps me going.